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Stare

by Havenfield

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1.
Fading 03:37
Jaded, like the cracks in the pavement, Broken, still you frame it on the wall Flicker, fade and turn into grey now, Pray that the ground below breaks my fall Do you feel it, in your bones? Do you shake when you're home and all alone? This silence is killing me, Alone in spite of everything, And all you ever were is gone to me, Fading like my... Racing towards the sudden ending Descend into my shallow grave Medication can only stop my breathing Close my eyes and hope this doesn't hurt at all Do you feel it, in your bones? Do you shake when you're home and all alone? This silence is killing me, Alone in spite of everything, And all you ever were is gone to me, Fading like my memory. The daylight breaks Inside of me Shattered bones and wilted flowers all decay The hollow things That you claim beat Feel oh so cold and dead to me Do you feel it, in your bones? Do you shake when you're home and all alone? This silence is killing me, Alone in spite of everything, And all you ever were is gone to me, Fading like my memory.
2.
Cold 03:45
Like daises in their bloom There's beauty found in you Been circling the room in hopes I'll fall asleep by noon Now I'm laying down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep, But I know I'll die before I wake, And they'll find there's nothing left to take. Nervousness resides Buried deep inside You're picking at my brain to find its all the same I'm feeling cold again Not like we ever meant Anything to anyone but me Shake this off And pray to God my soul's not lost And I've felt the very bottom of this heartless life and distant friends I know I'll lose it all again Nervousness resides Buried deep inside You're picking at my brain to find its all the same I'm feeling cold again Not like we ever meant Anything to anyone but me
3.
Bury Me 04:18
Feel the cool cool breeze rushing through your veins Your eyes reveal to me you're tearing at the seams Hold it together or just let it slip away Remember summer nights we laid around your house Hoping your parents wouldn't find us now You weren't the innocent girl they thought you'd be Bury me Along with all my enemies Forget my name Forget you were a part of me and I'm slowly fading now There's embers burning out Bury me I'll always be my enemy You're digging deeper as the daylight fades Hoping the demons won't find you at the grave Cause they've been haunting you for 18 goddamn years You bury memories of what you lost You take a shot for all the nights he never called Now you wonder how you ended up like this Bury me Along with all my enemies Forget my name Forget you were a part of me and I'm slowly fading now There's embers burning out Bury me I'll always be my enemy You'll find me Six-feet underneath Below the air you breathe Cause this is what it has to be And bury All these memories Of what you came to be And everything you meant to me Bury me Along with all my enemies Forget my name Forget you were a part of me and I'm slowly fading now There's embers burning out Bury me I'll always be my enemy I'll always be my enemy I'll always be my enemy
4.
Drained 02:11
Draw the shades Lock the door, swallow the key I left a note behind so don't try to find me Scattered remains of what I couldn't be Wasting away All your time with me All the things you're promising just seem so fake to me I saw you at holidays But you didn't see me I thought of you everyday Bet you never thought of me You make me think everything's Just different shades of gray You've lost your faith in me Now you turn it all away A broken cage The rush of blood into my veins You find it comforting to leave me dead and drained I'll find you resting at bottom of my empty brain I saw you at holidays But you didn't see me I thought of you everyday Bet you never thought of me You make me think everything's Just different shades of gray You've lost your faith in me Now you turn it all away
5.
Stare 02:48
I've been staring at the walls of my basement Feeling everything and nothing at all Like a dog I am trapped in a cage here Like a ghost no one sees me at all I am the rat that lives under the floorboards I am the spiders that crawl inside the walls I am numb and complacent I am fucked and I'm fading But mostly I'm nothing at all. I won't die here I won't die here I won't die all alone
6.
Numb 04:16
At night I see The demon who lives inside of me A hollow hall The face and the name could start it all But my God has died in front of me Drowned all the mouths that couldn't speak Resolve my sins before I fade god help me Let me sleep Cause even the dying have to breathe And fuck the fate That always brings you back to me No one's listening anyways My nerve ends numb as they can be Theres a garden in the trees that we could climb, a sanctuary we could find Stability and sanity Evade those who can't see The captain's lost at sea the waves crash through my brain Am I lost or am I insane? Let me sleep Cause even the dying have to breathe And fuck the fate That always brings you back to me No one's listening anyways My nerve ends numb as they can be Theres a garden in the trees that we could climb, a sanctuary we could find No one's listening No one loves me I'm scared and lonely Souls not worth saving No one's listening No one loves me I'm numb and fading Souls not worth saving

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Havenfield is
Tony Pitkin - Vocals // Guitar
Emmitt Frayman - Guitar
Bobby Sciacca - Guitar
Zack Cummings - Bass
Danny Caro - Drums

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released February 24, 2015

Produced and Engineered by Tony Pitkin
Mastered by Brett Romnes at Barber Shop Studios

Photo by Mike Dvorscak
Design by Alexa DeFazio

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Havenfield Harrison, New York

Havenfield is a five-piece alternative rock band from Purchase, NY.

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