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Fading
03:37
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Jaded, like the cracks in the pavement,
Broken, still you frame it on the wall
Flicker, fade and turn into grey now,
Pray that the ground below breaks my fall
Do you feel it, in your bones?
Do you shake when you're home and all alone?
This silence is killing me,
Alone in spite of everything,
And all you ever were is gone to me,
Fading like my...
Racing towards the sudden ending
Descend into my shallow grave
Medication can only stop my breathing
Close my eyes and hope this doesn't hurt at all
Do you feel it, in your bones?
Do you shake when you're home and all alone?
This silence is killing me,
Alone in spite of everything,
And all you ever were is gone to me,
Fading like my memory.
The daylight breaks
Inside of me
Shattered bones and wilted flowers all decay
The hollow things
That you claim beat
Feel oh so cold and dead to me
Do you feel it, in your bones?
Do you shake when you're home and all alone?
This silence is killing me,
Alone in spite of everything,
And all you ever were is gone to me,
Fading like my memory.
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2. |
Cold
03:45
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Like daises in their bloom
There's beauty found in you
Been circling the room in hopes I'll fall asleep by noon
Now I'm laying down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep,
But I know I'll die before I wake,
And they'll find there's nothing left to take.
Nervousness resides
Buried deep inside
You're picking at my brain to find its all the same
I'm feeling cold again
Not like we ever meant
Anything to anyone but me
Shake this off
And pray to God my soul's not lost
And I've felt the very bottom of this heartless life and distant friends
I know I'll lose it all again
Nervousness resides
Buried deep inside
You're picking at my brain to find its all the same
I'm feeling cold again
Not like we ever meant
Anything to anyone but me
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3. |
Bury Me
04:18
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Feel the cool cool breeze rushing through your veins
Your eyes reveal to me you're tearing at the seams
Hold it together or just let it slip away
Remember summer nights we laid around your house
Hoping your parents wouldn't find us now
You weren't the innocent girl they thought you'd be
Bury me
Along with all my enemies
Forget my name
Forget you were a part of me and
I'm slowly fading now
There's embers burning out
Bury me
I'll always be my enemy
You're digging deeper as the daylight fades
Hoping the demons won't find you at the grave
Cause they've been haunting you for 18 goddamn years
You bury memories of what you lost
You take a shot for all the nights he never called
Now you wonder how you ended up like this
Bury me
Along with all my enemies
Forget my name
Forget you were a part of me and
I'm slowly fading now
There's embers burning out
Bury me
I'll always be my enemy
You'll find me
Six-feet underneath
Below the air you breathe
Cause this is what it has to be
And bury
All these memories
Of what you came to be
And everything you meant to me
Bury me
Along with all my enemies
Forget my name
Forget you were a part of me and
I'm slowly fading now
There's embers burning out
Bury me
I'll always be my enemy
I'll always be my enemy
I'll always be my enemy
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4. |
Drained
02:11
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Draw the shades
Lock the door, swallow the key
I left a note behind so don't try to find me
Scattered remains of what I couldn't be
Wasting away
All your time with me
All the things you're promising just seem so fake to me
I saw you at holidays
But you didn't see me
I thought of you everyday
Bet you never thought of me
You make me think everything's
Just different shades of gray
You've lost your faith in me
Now you turn it all away
A broken cage
The rush of blood into my veins
You find it comforting to leave me dead and drained
I'll find you resting at bottom of my empty brain
I saw you at holidays
But you didn't see me
I thought of you everyday
Bet you never thought of me
You make me think everything's
Just different shades of gray
You've lost your faith in me
Now you turn it all away
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Stare
02:48
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I've been staring at the walls of my basement
Feeling everything and nothing at all
Like a dog I am trapped in a cage here
Like a ghost no one sees me at all
I am the rat that lives under the floorboards
I am the spiders that crawl inside the walls
I am numb and complacent
I am fucked and I'm fading
But mostly I'm nothing at all.
I won't die here
I won't die here
I won't die all alone
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Numb
04:16
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At night I see
The demon who lives inside of me
A hollow hall
The face and the name could start it all
But my God has died in front of me
Drowned all the mouths that couldn't speak
Resolve my sins before I fade
god help me
Let me sleep
Cause even the dying have to breathe
And fuck the fate
That always brings you back to me
No one's listening anyways
My nerve ends numb as they can be
Theres a garden in the trees that we could climb,
a sanctuary we could find
Stability and sanity
Evade those who can't see
The captain's lost at sea the waves crash through my brain
Am I lost or am I insane?
Let me sleep
Cause even the dying have to breathe
And fuck the fate
That always brings you back to me
No one's listening anyways
My nerve ends numb as they can be
Theres a garden in the trees that we could climb,
a sanctuary we could find
No one's listening
No one loves me
I'm scared and lonely
Souls not worth saving
No one's listening
No one loves me
I'm numb and fading
Souls not worth saving
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Havenfield Harrison, New York
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